You Move Me

You Move Me

In the 11th hour & 11th minute I questioned the destiny that stared back at me through your eyes

and I wondered about a love that may have existed for lifetimes

and has traveled through dimensional walls

I felt the palms of your hands run across my face in my 3rd lifetime

It smelled familiar

You've existed in my soul since before we were born

Love is such a confined word, restrictive in its nature and summed up to simply 4 letters

boutyless and lacking in expression

something that two beings experience cannot simply be explained away as Love

We are more than love in this lifetime

We are life partners, soul mates that have traveled throughout time

I exist in you

Somewhere in another universe, your eyes are watching me

Seeing me again for the first time

noticing the color of my eyes from a distance and studying me like a book

Our energies have collided, and cr...

Tranquility & Death

You're hands are so distant from me and the distance between the sheets tell a story of un-finished arguments and silent goodbyes.

It is the silence that kills the soul.

Did you know that there were others before you?

Who laid across this bed of mine in silence, pushing me away in soundlessness?

Staring at me from across the bed, but not saying a word.

I am dying for your touch, wrap your arms around me, tell me that you love me, kiss me! Why don't you hear me screaming?

Tranquility is peace and death mixed into the same bowl and served on a plate of despair.

Why is life so hard? Why is love so hard?

Love should be so easy, but it should also be hard, spoken words from those who share a different path from me.

Sometimes I stare into the mirror and I wonder, What happened to...

WE

If I could title this thing that we had, I would label this chaos the tragic story of a love that was unrequited and lost, or so I thought. And you smell of danger, every time that you are near I can feel this insane attraction to you, and I hate it. I hate that at any moment you could expose me and my true feelings, but I also know that you know that I am far too strong to be taken down so easily. You reek of danger, I can smell the oil and fire mixed into your clothes and if we touch we will both explode, and I hate you so much for this, because I don't want to be exposed. It's the chase that thrills me most and I'm sure that it is the same for you. It has always been this way between us, a fiery, explosive, insane combination of two completely different people who are combustible. I am not submissive...... And you can never figure me out, and this is terrifying for you, and I like that, is this what makes me so attractive to you? You are predict...

WE

If I could title this thing that we had, I would label this chaos the tragic story of a love that was unrequited and lost, or so I thought. And you smell of danger, every time that you are near I can feel this insane attraction to you, and I hate it. I hate that at any moment you could expose me and my true feelings, but I also know that you know that I am far too strong to be taken down so easily. You reek of danger, I can smell the oil and fire mixed into your clothes and if we touch we will both explode, and I hate you so much for this, because I don't want to be exposed. It's the chase that thrills me most and I'm sure that it is the same for you. It has always been this way between us, a fiery, explosive, insane combination of two completely different people who are combustible. I am not submissive...... And you can never figure me out, and this is terrifying for you, and I like that, is this what makes me so attractive to you? You are predict...

Black Tree

Black tree, black tree, black tree like me, taking root in my insanity, I’m losing touch with my reality. This type of pain is consuming me. I told my best I think I’m losing me. I can't believe this how you doing me. I was numb but now I feel something, this type of pain will make you kill something. Overwhelmed got my emotions flowing, got my body feeling like an ocean. Waves of feeling, that I haven't felt. Crushing me I don't know what to do. All this pain I think of hurting you. You say you never really needed me? When you cried and begged and pleaded for me. I gave you all of me, the real me you feel me? In my mind I thought eternity, spitting hurtful words and hurting me, take your boots and kicking dirt on me. Overwhelmed I don't know what to do, when all this time I really needed you. In my mind I thought this was true. spinning circles from all this you do. Questioning who you talking to. Man I thought you really needed me. I sat and watched you beg an...