All that you ask of me is to hold on
But some things are just easier said than done.
I refuse to foolishly continue to hold on to your word that one day we may be,
My heart needs something real to hold onto not just a possibility.
You ask that I remain patient,
But with every passing moment that we're together
I'm brought closer to the realization that
Time well only keep passing
We're not getting any younger and
This love well only get stronger.
You told me that you don't want to rush things, so I
Withdraw myself from showing any real emotions in order to
Be in compliance with your requests,
But what about what I want?
What I want is you.
What I want is to be the only one that you need beyond your
Physical and sexual relief, I need
You to feel what I do on nights when I lay in bed alone thinking of your reasons for why we
Just cant be together...
And you expect me to remain patient.
So many times I've lost my patience and convinced myself to
Give up and walk away
But every kiss makes my need to walk away disappear as if
My attempt never existed
And just like that, I'm right where you want me to be again,
Holding onto your words...