Apology for My Dad

My Mom

My mom

My heart goes out to my mom

my soul goes out to my mom

my dreams goes out to my mom

my relationships goes out to my mom

my life gous out to my mom

her cooking her cleaning her lessons her quotes

Even if i didnt listen to her requirements I didnt forsake her

I knew i needed my mom

I yearn for her i cry for her i mourn for her

i wish i could hold her and hug her but God has her

Willl be with me forever hold my peace to my mom I salute you and love you

within Gods eyes i will always think of u and you will highly be missed

deeply within my soul I love U Mom

love your daughter R

Wifey

Apology for My Dad

This letter is for you my father all my life you stride to keep ya head  up while raising us to have full faith and  trust with God no rush my light look down upon our rights I gave up a fight u always provided food to strive our lives and as a  thankful for you  I appreciated my life even though I'm not a wife appreciated the way you loved me and respected me but hold up I have siblings to have although my mother not on the same path but through the wrath I will continue my journey continue my dreams within me hoping we remain a team. Again dad I apologize if I didn't please you or impress you but to the test I'm a proud woman one that sees potential with some hope of credentials I can't blame what's not the same but within my world nothing lame or creativity remain insane I will always  love U no matter what but with your hugs and lovely touch I will always remember u much

Trapped

Trapped thats all i saw, wrapped beneath a storage with in act without no courage, I cried and cried and cried to believe within those lies. Trapped was what I  felt inside my so called friends who are no longer by my side. Suicide was what i moved to do but only God saw my light. I  know how bad i snapped to be within an organization who didn't care. For life i shared and shared the bible principles but all around me i was told the wicked was in store. No one really understood the pain that i endured, turned away from my dreams, my talents, my endeavors, and even my parents were told if i pursued anything musically or sports wise I would lose Jehovahs faith and disguise and so forth they would lose privledges. I left on my own, i didn't turn back and im so happy that my life has a new leaf. My story unfold  from which is told and  i sell to be bold. Growing up as a Jehovah Witness wasn't just fear from wicked peopl...

My motivation

My upbringing, my inspiration my encouragement. I don't stop because someone says they don't like my poetry but out of spike try to keep me from my rights. I love to write with all my might and to walk outside and fly my beautiful kite. Everyday is a new day because I have people like you that challenge me on the hinge to continue my dreams and for it all seems to continue my self worth for all that it's worth.

My Son

I was inspired when i gave birth to my son

I was insipired and yet hired knowing the cost it would take to raise a child. I thought i already won when i received the love from up above. My son is not only my world but he inspired me to write my poetry and to contniue with life. I wanted to be one's wife but only to find out that theres more to offer out there. Keep ya head and be greatful for what you have not what you don't have. Living on the streets with no resources no family and no where to turn was hard enough. I can't do this no more because to me i'm facing a war everyday of my journey. Im thankful for god but more thankful i have someone in my life that loves his mommy and loves the joy of receiving that pure love no one else can give him. My son my moon my pride of joy i'm so happy your greatful and loving boy.

keep ya head Up

One day I looked up and said I need to do something

Do what keep my head up and don't be corrupt

One day I thought my life ended but you know what I said keep ya head

I know things can get hard, you face reality, and breaksups, but you know what I said keep ya head up

People make decisions, leave unstable environments and just keep moving don't let no one tell you your not talented, you can't sing, or write or dance everyone on this earth is here for a reason and your made to do something special in this world marry someone special cater to someone special but what your not here to do ius put up with peoples bull, stay somewhere you don't want to be and listen to constant arguing, complaining and just hurtful stuff. Keep ya head up and keep trying even if your not good at it if your passion is that special, something then go for it make your money and live your life to the fullest.