I've tried so hard.
I've tried to understand.
I've tried to realize.
I thought I had a plan.
I was convinced that taking a risk would make me a better man.
I was convinced that letting go would release it from my hands.
I was convinced that being the best would one day rule the land.
I thought I had a plan.
A shame how the rain always come at the perfect time.
Makes me feel like I'm able to control it, what a brain of mine.
Can't rest because hard work is always on my mind.
Hold up there's a malfunction, my screws are way too tight.
I'm against the violence but I have to fight everyday.
But staying sane is a hard expression to portray.
I look at the world differently, others underestimate.
They're punching down on me assuming that I'll slowly break.
God do you have a plan or do I need a plan B?
I'm only human so I can't see what you clearly see.
I've been on hold for a while, why you're not answering?
I thought I had a plan but it's not as good as it seems.
So why me?