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Pinch my cheeks years ago we had that high school puppy love what happened?
When I analyze the question all I get is silence
Eventually the love plane lost it's pilot and we are dropping consistently in altitude with no safety net
Now we are on the verge of total collapse
We both are crashing in emotions well, I am you packed your bags and moved on
You got your plane ticket and are off to an unknown destination where my stronghold can't detect your location
My soul ties is stuck in mid-air as I sit in the terminal replaying only good moments and deleting the hurt you did to me
future love? yea right I want the first two good months you were happy with me back ,but I have to cut the rope of the past back and let go on your flight to a new love a new story
Can I run and wrap my arms around you even though you will always back away? is what I tell God
Even though you left I'm still dragging my hopes in a burden suitcase
I wake up in night sweats replaying you walking to get on a airplane to leave me and get on your seat why did you leave me you never told me?
I say in my bedroom then as I look at my nightstand I see a note signed by you I pick it up and read it says:
Dear, Your Name
I know I left you clueless when I left you ,but I always kept emotions hidden in my heart ,but I'm saying I cheated, abused you and didn't have the courage to tell you in person you were the best loyal girlfriend ever and I don't deserve you so, I want you to heal and close our past get a new love you deserve it.
Sincerely, Me
So I cried and grieved for years now, I'm spiritually fed and closed the past I'm free!!!
