*Poetry/SpokenWord*
I'm at a point in life where conversations are not needed if actions aren't in the procedure. Life's hard but I will be great at it.
Can't let the hurt stop me.
I gotta keep remembering myself this is only a process.
Do process last long ?
Nope.
Couple tears might fall but it's zero chances I give up.
To point we're I really wanna smack the piss outta one you s.
See the way I'm set up if I throw these hands I gotta kill you period.
Cremate yo body or pled insanity
everybody and they momma know I'm big crazy.
Chubby far from lazy. just don't move because the crowd do.
Yo music don't really influence me.
Grown now "so that if you Don't got nothing nice to say" Don't work for me.
Don't follow trends.
honestly.
I think some y'all not woke.
y'all just werid.
Y'all not preaching the real.
Telling these s be kings and queens when they barley know they self. Not everybody ment to be royalty.
hell everybody love Jesus but we all not getting into heaven.
She on the pole because her momma called her ah hoe. her momma mad she couldn't trap her daddy. He gripping that pole because he sick of wearing his older brother clothes, no male figure gotta job, so robbin s is all he knows.
so lets be honest. Let keep it 100
Lost 4 friends cause they didn't love they self, the same demon I'm overcoming.
So when depression come
I'm not running,
nope im not folding.
The devil might of won battle for the moment but i get the last laugh.
I got to.
I lost nine close friends my heart is beyond numb . When I feel low i reminisce on a part of JBs last note:
"Sky you my we went from playing on school grounds to sleeping on the ground. Can't say I'm sorry because this is what I wanted. Ima demon we both know it but you yous a poet. Keep writing I swear it a take you far I might not being going to a better place just keep focus you ah see better days." Mental illness is serious. but you wouldn't care till it's to late.
only the survivors of a never ending cycle can feel this.
Skyee95
 2000
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2b2b2 says: Nice Heat...Write On! |
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The Immortal Wize says: There is nothing more powerful than your own truth, this is a powerful struggle felt by many and I hope it is read by many. |
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LP45 says: Your struggle couldn't be more real in this write Skyee. Very powerful indeed. Your ink is your flame. Thank you for sharing this. Peace! |
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Rubydee says: Lover this! You snapped !!! |
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