I hate to cry because i was taught weeping makes you weak . i been trying to stop these tears but i guess its my heart expressing the pain since it cant speak. Why do i feel lonely when plenty women surround me , i think its cause my feelings for her out drown me. Forcing myself to move on saying i can find better , and then i catch myself writing this love letter. My soul said go get her , my mind said im afraid of rejection. But i suck up my fears as if i had none , this is the first time i wont run . I wanted to say Man im so done! But i couldnt quit her beautiful spirit i couldnt forget . I set aside my pride Just to take her for another ride..and im hoping to never get off, because she made my hard rock heart turn soft.