Seems whenever i sincerely care for a female thats when she's neva there. But when i quit and could carless about this love women be falling for me and i dont get it. Sorry, i Didnt mean to push too much, you seem addictive so i wrote to express and take away some lustful stress, my hands were sort of yearnin for your touch. The Urge had me saying these strong words And i apologize, My spirit havent felt a connection in a Long time it must of got lost in your brown eyes. you should feel real special because its mainly hard to catch me i moved around quick like a fire fly , but u caught me in a jar and im so surprised. Listen for a minute. If a gun is pointed towards me i would neva pull the trigga. So why would i fall for you knowin you aint about to catchin ah . I love myself first i make decisions so i neva have to deal with the worst. So dont worry about me gettin hurt. Its impossible i mean in a way im sensative but when it comes to my heart i hardly ever give. I do everything to the Extreme so dont take it personally , im not rushing you and i dont want you to rush me. Cause a flower takes time to grow and we just begun planting the seeds.. AND who knows what the future holds the plant could be dead or blossem into a Beautiful Rose.