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Thank you,
It's funny when time passes we think back on situations that occur,
Sometimes things have a funny way of working out,
I were lost in my emotions,
So I lost control of myself,
I couldn't be the man you wanted me to be,
But you woke me up with the heart break,
I wasn't myself than,
But I'm here now,
I'm now the person who I'm suppose to be,
I'm grinding and I'm shining how I'm supposed to be,
Truth is I just want one night,
One night with me so I can show you how things should be,
No more playing the blame game,
I just wanna give you what’s real,
I remember the first time I meant you I told you I wanted to marry you,
I still do,
I remember when I told you I fell in love with you for who you are,
Regardless of our small differences,
The same way we both fall in love,
Is the same way I'll always have your back,
What we had was perfect in our own way,
Besides our bickering we differently ride for each hard,
true definition of a ride or dead,
We just throw all that always cause things got hard,
Come on we could both do better than that cause we're both fighters,
Everything we been through it made us survivors,
That's why we understand each other,
I tied to live without you but I'm a fool for even trying to,
We're meant for each other,
"I believe god sent you here to slow me down,
So whatever it takes Imma keep you around,
I feel like I can conquer the world with you by my side,
Cause of your unconditional love,"
Something you keeping to yourself these days,
This is something real that I have,
But I accepted the friendship we have,
Which is hardly anything cause I can't get you to do anything without Anthony having to be there,
If you don't wanna chill tell me,
If you don't wanna hang tell me,
Tell me so I can stop inviting you out,
Wasting my time trying to created something,
Anything that I can,
All I get is radio silence,
So tell me what you want from me without your pride getting in the way,
Tell me how you truly feel without anyone telling you what to feel,
Why do you have your walls up when you was the one who broke mine,
Tell me what's going on when I'm not in bed with you,
Tell me how you miss cuddling with me when I held you tight,
whisper in your ear how much I love you,
Tell you how beautiful you are everyday,
Tell me you miss me surprising you with gifts,
Don't you want to be my valentine cause you know I will go all out,
I know I'm asking for the impossible because you ego is bigger than your pride,
Your pride is bigger than you,
What's sad is how you were more open to me when we had sex,
Than you are in person,
Saying how much you are sorry and you miss me,
I never say anything because I know you'll going to play it off like you didn't mean it,
When I know you express yourself better when you making love,
I'm just being honest,
Can you.
