I'm not giving you and ultimatum, I'm just trying to keep It real.
For a while you've been trying to let me know how you feel,
But then you contradict yourself because the conflict in your mind
And now I'm starting to think that this was just a waste of time.
Yet Im still holding on, what am i holding on to?
Time that keeps on passing and making me feel like this is true?
I thought that things would change because I heard that "L" word,
But I guess disappointment is something I have to learn.
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