She wanted me and I was lost with her.
I was lost without here but my mind was always struggling to make pieces fit that didnt seem like they wanted to. I was shortsighted and love is for visionaries. Now I watched life settle around me and it could not hold a candle to my own inferno.
I built this barbque and then complained about the condiments.I made a hell out of something that was heaven sent.
I looked at my heart and it came up empty. I looked to God and came up whole but lost and a casualty of not understanding that all she wanted was me.