Have you ever been so hurt by the unknown?
Not knowing if you are worthy of being kept
Not knowing it this will have a harsh ending
And not knowing if this one is worth going through the pain
As another girl from the hood
I share the same dreams other girls is afraid to admit
I want a knight and shining armor to rescue me from this castle
Or better yet the slums or the projects
I want that kiss worth waiting for
But will it ever happen because I am investing in pain and turmoil
Will that kiss come if it is that I am kissing another man
Whom may or may not be worth it
Whom may be kissing another woman
or man
I want my next kiss to be with the last…if they exist
But do I have to endure through the pain?
The pain in waiting patiently for the unknown?
To never be taught the meaning of a true man from my father
…the unknown
To learn that men who open doors, pay for dinner, and CALL just to ask
“How was YOUR day?”
Still exist in the hood
In the black community
Yes it does.
But is it for me
You see,
I am rough around the edges
My knight and shining armor might reside,
In the military
Or an prison
….maybe just another hood from the block.
Because I have labeled myself
Another product….
Because
I am afraid of the unknown