I was sure I was into her, I think. She was my guiding light and sometimes that light was a train at the end of a tunnel. I was half in and half out or maybe 40 in and 60 out. I wasn't afraid to make a commitment, I just didnt have the courage to finish one.
Women have a thing about guys that can't finish. It applies in and out of the bedroom.
I was commitment to her, I think. I wanted to be with her but I thnk after everything was said and done, I didnt even commit to myself first.