I was always waiting to catch you if you fall...
he said, damn right!
I have fallen life times across life times...
but on my part i had waited...
Too deep to arise from the fall of myself...
Where are you?
i ask...
I am waiting...
There's a cold in me that can't be warmed...
rugged up I stand against the storm...
and wait for you...
I'm always waiting.
All this time we put in , longing and anticipating...
just wating for a love to be reciprocated where somewhere deep down..
I gre frustrated...
unwilling to be free in his element, to connect to a love that is of himself...
it's easier to wait,
when you're told to wait,
than wait without knowing if there's still something worth the wait...
At some point , all these thoughts rushing through the gateways of my mind i am now choosing to lay out like ashes...
"Rest In Peace To The Dead"...
Aint no more waiting..
lights go out and the day turns into night...
A hint of light coming from a corner....
The curtains open and unveil
i'm all alone in the moon-lit night...
thinking about the days i lie waiting for you....
1 month turned into 1 year....
and all you have done was...keep...me....waiting...
This lovefor myself is highly elated, rushing like the winds of destination, fixed,observed, and expanded...
i learned that our realities are aligned in a much higher altitude...
Just a reflection of myself showing me better...
So I'm no longer waiting...
I am in motion...
And facing my inclination of human nature...
-SolitudeVibes