I had put it in the wrong hands, but now I've given it back to God.
From broken, battered, cracked, and shriveled
to renewed, strengthened, healed, and full.
When I look inside at it, I have to do a double take.
It's unrecognizable - My heart.
The tears, the heartbreak, the lonliness, the hate....
See that's what happens when you try to pave your own way to your own fate.
I got tired, I felt weak, my heart and hopes were deflated...
I had a long talk with God and came to a decision, this way I'd chosen to live was outdated.
So...I chose to change my life, change my course, and while I was at it..I thanked him for how long he had waited.
Happiness, confidence, faith, love, joy, peace...
I chose to let him guide my life and these gifts he gave to me.
I looked at who I used to be, what I used to do, who I used to be. Unrecognizeable. Who is she??
I look at who I am now, what I do, who I am.
Hey Stephanie!!
I'm walking with my Father, things of this world no longer give me desire.
People I used to be like look at me and think - Why?
They think that's weird, that's no fun, she's lame, blah blah blah.
I ignore them, might as well have my fingers in my ear singing "la la la la la!".
To them, I'm unrecognizable.
Now I'm a Child of God.
BloomingQueen93
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Xclusive says: Im definitely feeling the concept for this write. When you give yourself to Him, everyone that's of this world will become unrecognizable. Great write and word play. Keep the ink flowing! |
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