Sitting here
Feeling sorrow
Feeling pain
Trying to find a positive
From the knowledge I have gained
Wishing I could press fast forward
To see what my future holds
Better yet
Press rewind
So I can go
And change back time
Confused
About my next move
Don’t really know much
Of chess
Except
How critical
One move
is from the next
So, yes
I can relate
With this so called
“Chess gameâ€
My next move
I must confess
Is one that requires some
Profound thinking
A great deal of thought
As I don’t want to find myself
Sitting here
In pain
Trying to figure out
What is left to gain
Again…..