My Life

3 In The Morning

 Its 3 in the morning and i find myself struggling to sleep
Always alone but there we were cuddling in the deep
Driven out from the memories i can't seem to be forgetting
Its upsetting how i throw passes with these demons intersecting
Forcing myself to sleep from all this unwanted stress
Not looking to impress but just tryna clear out this mess
Levels of frustration be rising like the temperature
My inner self craves for complete power as the emperor
While all i do is go back and forth like a messenger
Jezebel stays chasing dreams so i gotta be ahead of her
Never had my heart beat in such a fast pace
I know life ain't right when you place God in last place
Knowing what i've done, Its hard for me to look at my damn face
I was to be in your arms instead my life is somewhere else
Deep below the water like your man Michael Phelps
Everything i once knew and believed is slowly ...

Inner Thoughts

Could these words translate the pain i've been feeling
Or could they help me ascend up through the ceiling
Life is supposed to be a prize but i feel like i haven't earned it
Can anybody please stop the bleeding cuz i'm no surgeon
The pain alone is deeper than the ocean itself
Is everybody hear deaf? I'm screaming out for help
My reflection shows me a man with flaws and bad intentions
Not to mention but i'm also forever trapped in detention
Its like they say, Loved by few but hated by many
I just hope i'm not living the same story when i'm twenty
Staying awake in the middle of the night holding on to your promise
Without you leading the charge, There's nothing i can accomplish
Running on low battery yet i remain firm & determined
I've been lacking the strength to remove these burdens
Like what does it take to get away from all this perversion
I don't want this just to be a ...

Imperfections

The moments when i'm down, You keep my head up

You love me dearly even though i know i messed up

For so long i've tried hard enough to try to get up

Sharpening the skills you gave me so i could develop

Everywhere i go, They identify me through my errors

Can't sleep with these nightmares filled with terror

Life takes me to a world filled with broken mirrors

At times i feel like i'm a dead man walking

When i lose connection is when my soul hears you calling

Next thing you know, I spend years in this pit falling

Where hope no longer exist, I resort to the extreme

Making myself believe this is nothing but a dream

Two paths stand before me with no sense of direction

You become the answer before i even ask the question

The mistakes i've made cover the image i've been seeking

Please be there for me to prevent this from repeating

I look to the sky at night where...

My Life

Back in the day, Life was so chill

Now we living every second for the thrill

Cherishing it with those who'd never betray you

Not the type of people who do nothing but play you

The ones that can't stand to see you live so they slay you

For the enemies who seek my life, It is god who i pray to

The heart i carry has been broken due to deception

I see a different man each time i see my reflection

I've been wrong so many times, Lord i need correction

No matter the adjustments i make, I can't reach perfection

Nothing but a man with flaws breaking God's laws

Surely i do deserve to be in the possession of the devil's claws

Taking for granted the things he did just so i could live

Done so much before his eyes that i doubt he'll forgive

Blood on my hands from all the time i killed

A man highly skilled for a purpose that was never fufilled

The exact words i don't e...

Million Miles Away

I long for the day when freedom arrives

When the guilty are dealt, The innocent survives

Hoping for ones heart can change many lives

Praying for husbands to love and not abuse their wives

Representing God and not just our stripes

Believing we can be able to reach unbelievable heights

Though i continue to look out the window diligently

Seeking divine intervention and his eternal intimacy

My soul yearns for He who loves mankind unconditionally

Through his fire can we ever obtain true legitimacy

Everyday life reminds me of the burden we are to carry

I'm willing to stay put whenever the situation looks scary

When death comes face to face, I'll give the other cheek

Fight death strong in the moments you're most weak

As of today, I'm traveling with my ...