Colorless

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The Decision

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life

Uncertain of what to do,
Unsure of what to say,
My thoughts fall on deaf ears,
I would be better just going away,
Why do you need me,
Why do you stay,
The answers just seem to fly away,

Tell me you want me,
You need me here,
Actions speak louder,
And yours aren't clear,
You wanna be happy,
But you dwell in sorrow,
So lost in today,
But not promised tomorrow,

You wanna help me,
You can't help yourself,
You are your own worst enemy,
But I'm done explaining myself,

I tried to help,
I'm doing my best,
But this is your battle,
This is your test,

One life to live,
One choice to make,
Is it my decision,
That will seal our fate,

I hope I won't regret it,
But from what I see,
This decision is necessary,
More for you than me,

You ask me what was wrong,
You are the reason,
Trying to make you happy,
This is just teasing,
I see the hurt in you're eyes,
The misery in your face,
I hurt cause you do,
All that time trying to fix the look on your face,

How do I help,
What are you not telling me,
Is it that hard for you,
Or is it just me,
Maybe I'm not where you wanna be,
Cause I feel useless to you,
And I won't let you be of use to me,

Ugh, we're fighting even without fighting,
Its getting the best of me,
So tell me what's the decision gonna be........?

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Dirty needles
Crack rocks
Overused pipes
Scratching
Shaking
Begging

Each fix used to forget the problems of the previous
Misery's grasp fades away in a spoon held over an open flame
"Medicine" ain't coming with a prescription, take as necessary being the only option.
Doctor gotta switchblade tongue, and an equalizer to sum up those tougher equations.
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Uncertain of what to do,
Unsure of what to say,
My thoughts fall on deaf ears,
I would be better just going away,
Why do you need me,
Why do you stay,
The answers just seem to fly away,

Tell me you want me,
You need me here,
Actions speak louder,
And yours aren't clear,
You wanna be happy,
But you dwell in sorrow,
So lost in today,
But not promised tomorrow,

You wanna help me,
You can't help yourself,
You are your own worst enemy,
But I'm done explaining myself,

I tried to help,
I'm doing my best,
But this is your battle,
This is your test,

One life to live,
One choice to make,
Is it my decision,
That will seal our fate,

I hope I won't regret it,
But from what I see,
This decision is necessary,
More for you than me,

You ask me what was wrong,
You are th...

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Another day,
New sh*t same smell,
Same people different drama,
Different levels same game,
What emotion do I wanna take today,
Left Happiness with her,
Misplaced Sorrow in my room,
Broke my Anger when I fell,
Closet full of mask,
Nothing looks appealing,
Maybe I should try Deception,
Oh, my Psychopathic reasons,
Should I just go without,
Test the limits and let it out,
Let the world see my face,
Or maybe that's just annoyed haste,
Silly me what would that prove,
Walking around with nothing to lose,
Everyone carries a mask,
Fool I would be not to follow the fad,
Guess I should find one quick,
Before thinking to do sh*t,
Uhh, this is a pain in the *ss,
Just trying to find one mask,
Screw it I'll just go out and see,
If they notice it or look past me,
Today is the day,

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