On the surface
You appear to be a good man
A decent man
A strong man
With a heart pure as gold
Nevertheless
This is on the surface
As I find my way searching
You have tore my soul apart
Don’t get me started
On the heart
So much pain I have endured
My heart bleeding
As the wounds heel
Many scars to mend
Never knew I would encounter
The information I have received
Always thought
We would forever be
Until now
That had always been my perception
Deceived by the one I loved and adored
Perception was such
a misconception of reality
Never knew
I would endure
So much pain
From the man I loved
Finding myself
Alone and confused
Sitting here
As my heart cries
Contemplating my next move
Did you not feel
That you belonged to me?
Did you not love me?
How could this be?
You were my heart
My soul
My breath
My everything
Never would have hurt you
The way you hurt me
Thought I had found treasure
Now In search
For something better...