Lost motivation you knew when it happened Gave up on hope n I got no reaction I'm up in my head by the way you be actin I gave up on us but you seem so distracted Feel kind of foolish I walk around clueless I know that you're freakin but how can i prove it Cant bail on my job if I do I might lose it Cant trust what you're saying it's not what you're doin I'm losing my focus I'm losing my purpose I gave you my time cuz I thought it was worth it Done wastin that cuz I know this ain't workin Can't trust your bestfriend cuz you're Oli n Curtis Few years in the making I thought I could trust you Gave you my all I placed no one above you Man i was wrong when I thought I could love you Broke my own heart when I said that I loved you.... I'm up in my chest but I feel no emotion Deep in my mind like I'm lost in the ocean I got things to say but this knot kind of swollen Like it really matters let's leave it unspoken...