Dear john,
Deep whispers in my soul,.. my body blast crazy;
You’re so unique that you trapped my heart; my love for you is blazy;
I spit these melodies higher than my mind can take me;
Fuel the gas, as you leave me in the past;
Stuck on future; but my minds ever last;
Behold the strength; I have no more;
I left it outside those steel jail doors;
Speak to my spirit; take my breath away;
You were my world spinning day by day;
This marks the 3rd, almost 4th year I knew you;
My life is everywhere; but my mind is gaining stipularity;
I never gave up on trying to be there for you;
But my gut feeling is screaming,.. maybe you don’t deserve better;
Maybe she’s all that im not plus mad cheddar;
My hearts shattered like ice sticks;
I carried a piece of you like trident;
Laughter, chit chatter, this solid inferno space;
4by4 cell, im so nervous as I pace;
This board and walk, with you on my mind;
Intense varsarity, tika drops silver dimes;
It’s like I checked in a rehab and you’re my disease;
As I take on these shakes,.. im screaming just one more hit, I cant take it please;
Help me to train this water;
to stay still,.. tight like morguers;
im strapped with this piece,.. cause I wana protect myself;
my soul still bleeds the stage of mental health;
dilarity; you and me;
I want it so bad;.. the feeling to just let it be;
As I dance to this tune,.. reruns of love and hip hop, im josie, you’re her man;
But these thoughts quickly fade,.. like a rock in quick sand;
I blaze,… not an l,… but what I dwell;
Secrets lye so deep in this comba,.. cause you cast a spell
Said I got game,.. no sorry,.. you do;
And you’ve played me all out, like a play station 2;
Me,… hate you; naw; that’s just stupid;
Because,.. you see,.. it’s all my fault; not the shorty named cupids;
We’re taking math class,.. algebra,.. let’s solve this problem;
I stop chasing you,.. so you,.. wont have to stomp em’;
Dreams about you crazy; that’s amazing;
But will I ever be that one to replace em’;
Nope!,.. that’s why life’s such a joke;
Staring in this mirror,… no illusions,… just smoke;
What’s even crazier,.. is cause I already know what you gone do with this letter;
But time is of the essence; so I’ll let you go ahead and let her;
I don’t even understand,… why I still keep writing you;
Cant I just get it,.. J.A,.. we’re through!
Diamonddapoet
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A Long Shattered Note
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