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Besides God and the Will of Faith,
I was once your miracle
When your @*! was in the deepest jam of your life,
All the money in this world
and
The greatest and most powerful lawyers
Couldn't save you from what you were facing.
God blessed you with life,
Your mother's precious love
Nurtured and embraced your life,
Others self-deception wanted
To destroy and take your life
It was I, who
Revived you to the life you now live.
You turned your back on me
As if I were one of your worst enemies
I was your livelihood, your lifetime warranty,
Who had been building and making
Satisfaction,
When your eyes didn't notice the truth
and
When you were closed-minded to see only your way.
You caused me pain
That traveled through my soul,
You caused me pain
That left my wound open so wide,
You caused my thinking to alter
From so much pain I could not grip nor understand,
You caused me pain
That left me asking, "why?"
Pain
That I now recover from your immoral and selfish reasons
I was once told my heart is like steel
When it's been misused
I kept those words in mind,
And the pain you caused me didn't last.
My action and my choice were too difficult for you to accept,
and
Now you hate me for life
Wrongful pain I didn't cause you,
Only; the truth and the willing decision
Thought through with sensible choices
Made between the two of us
To protect what we shared.
Your coldness no longer affects me,
I now realize your soul is un-repaired
and
The channeled damage your heart feels towards me
is
Beyond being mended
I won't move away,
I won't turn away,
Nor will I allow your bitterness to break me
The pain you caused me didn't last
What we shared
I thought was a bond
That could never be broken,
The truth and the toughest choices made between us - had destroyed us,
and
left our families devastated
The wise one says, "Try harder to reclaim what we had created."
I came with the Will of Faith,
I came with God's blessings through me,
I came with my voice,
I came with my heart,
I came with my greatest strength,
I came with forgiveness,
I came forth with effort,
I came with courage,
I came with understanding,
I came with our keepsake word of honor,
I came with all I'd been taught
To get my man back.
Still your heart was heavier and colder than ever.
Still the pain didn't last,
I won't regret nor strive to redeem
What you and I once shared
Between the two of us
I now realize there's no turning point between us,
Nor a cure
For your thinking to be more
Mature
God knows
My love and faithfulness for you was always pure
God has strengthen every part of me with a sensible and clear mind
My heart doesn't fear
When it stands for sure
My decision was secure.
Meanwhile , deepen your soul of Understanding
Sabrina Williams
(Chris)
