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How would your wife feel if she knew about me?
would it hurt her or crush heart?
Go ahead and be a man and tell your lady the secrets that you've been hiding the dark
tell her how you leave her at home all alone just to come and see me
Tell her how we would have sex all night long .
Tell her how you would call me or text me in the middle of the night just to tell me that you love me.
Tell her how much you really want to be with me.
Tell her she isn't the only other lover in your life.
Ring ring ring
Your picture popped on my phone with out hesitation I answered because I thought it was you.
hello:?
Hi this is Autumn Jamar's wife
My heart dropped
Her: I know y'all ben messing around for awhile but that's my man he ain't going no where
Me: s**t sus that's my man too and if he ain't leaving you he ain't leaving me either
I didn’t care about the dumb s**t she was talking
I felt good knowing that your wife finally knew bout me
a little relevant I guess you can say
Now that your secret is finally out we can be together like you promised
Right ? No more sneaking and hiding and now we can even start a family of our own
well at least I thought
silly me I should have know better
I should have known that you were going to try and play it safe
I called and I texted you and all you did was ignore me
You acted like you didn’t know me and that s**t hurt
I felt myself starting to stray away from you
I guess once you got things under control at home you deiced to hmu
I couldn't be mad I couldn’t stay hurt
You gave me just enough to lead me on
you gave me just enough to keep me holding on
you talked me into staying
I'm playing myself
settling for less
I'm not sure how I let myself take this position after being played once before I vowed to never be the side chick again.
but here I am secretly hoping and praying that you'll leave her soon.
I'll just have to accept the fact that I'm a fool for you.
