Depression

Depression

I'm trying to escape from this dark place

I turn to the left and your right there

I turn to the right and your still here

I covered my face and I can feel you giving me the death stare 

What do you want this is Not fair 

I didn't ask you to come here

why won't you leave me alone ?

why wont you let me be?

All these mixed Emotion

Happy, sad, crying, stressed

I close my eye's real tight and pray to God that you'll leave

but your whispers Becoming  louder to me

Give in

end It

Fool for You

How would your wife feel if she knew about me?

would it hurt her or crush  heart?

Go ahead and be a man and tell your lady the secrets that you've been hiding  the dark

tell her how you leave her at home  all alone just to come and see me

Tell her how we would have sex all night long .

Tell her  how you would call me or text me in the middle of the night just to tell me that you love me.

Tell her how much you really want to be with me.

Tell her she isn't the only other lover in your life.

Ring ring ring

Your picture popped  on my phone  with out hesitation I answered because I thought it was you.

hello:?

Hi this is Autumn Jamar's wife

My heart  dropped 

Her: I know y'all ben messing around for awhile but that's my man he ain't going no where

Me: s**t sus that's my man too and if he ain't leaving you he ain't le...