two sad boys

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life

 my dreams are falling, with the snow
their is sadness, in it’s white glow
and as I look through the window
I know
I’ll never be the same again
..
and it’s been two years, sunday
oh, I wish their was a way
to go back and save you
at least your mother knows, I loved you
I left red flowers by your stone
and stayed, till the sun, no longer shone
I remeber, all the nights we spent
helping each other, forget
our battle scars
and kissing under, stars
I remeber watching the sunrise
and you said, that you could see it in my eyes
some days I wan’t to follow in your steps
but I know, misery is all that gets
…
I thought I’d, made it into the sunlight
thought I’d, fought through the night
thought I, found a love worth it all
so, I finally let myself fall
I thought I’d, made it, through the war
But I, just got hurt, even more
….
every time, I climb, I slip and fall
every time, I get the strength to stand, I lose it all
I’m holding on to ghosts
I’m holding on, to the things that hurt the most
when you fall asleep, with a broken heart
waking up, is the hardest part