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I zipped my boots knee high.
Red lips outlined.
In black.
Guardian angel by myside.
Please protect me tonight.
As I closed the door behind.
I walked down paved concrete.
My guts saying turn back
but my baby's gotta eat.
So through darkness I proceed.
blinding street lights.
stars decorate the sky.
Stop signs I pass.
People stop.
Point and laugh.
Just another block and a half.
The corner I met.
skirt painted on.
No panties for easy access.
A familiar car I observed. but
Continued to walk. cuz
Last week he beat my ass
But gave me enough cash. for
Food rent and stash...
So i decided against my female intuition.
I knew what he liked and in what position.
As the passanger seat warmed my thighs.
I wanted to run and hide.
But I just lay.
Legs open wide
unwilling inside.
Tears could not describe this internal fight.
With every thrust.
I wanted to change my mind.
Sweat formed.
Pouring to my lips.
Salty and sour.
I could taste him.
And I could feel the chaos of him pounding.
My face his drum.
Tightened grip around my throat.
Inside. I felt the warmness of his cum.
Torn and tattered clothes.
No time to feel sorry
For this path I chose.
Baby's face imprinted in my thoughts.
Sold my soul for a few bucks.
Through coldness I walked.
covered in goosebumps.
But its beneath me.
This life's a conspiracy.
Forcing me to be.
Unwilling inside.
Legs opened wide.
Battered and beat.
unable to shed a cry.
I define no meaning of the word.
M.O.M.M.Y
