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Did you ever truly love me?
Or did you just love the things that I did or loved the way that I made you feel?!
Was it the benefits of me or you expressing our love?
Was the foundation liquid or solid?
Was the liquid the reason for our fall?
I knew at times that I should have hated you when I loved you and loved you when I hated you. I shouldn't have healed you when you hurt me and I shouldn't have allowed you to heal me after I hurt you.
I should have blessed you instead of cursing you and I should have been cursed when I myself didn't deserve to be blessed by your essence or presence.
I should have told you the truth instead of telling you a lie, I lied to protect you and to control you from being guided to hurt, I was manipulating your free will, your God given will to be free.
I shouldn't have told you a lie when I knew that you were the truth, but my pride got in the way and I wanted to be right. If loving you was right, how could we have went wrong?
Only if what was left of us went right, maybe we would've prevented fights.
I've missed you the times when I told you to be gone and I wanted you to be gone when you arrogantly stated that you know that you miss miss me boy, stop stunting.
If I was a bee I would have stung you for saying that.
I've enslaved you and you enslaved me, we oppressed one another, we weren't free to be as we be, just being complete.
I was pure bliss and you were pissed that I was a human being that was capable of expressing every thought so Clearly,elegantly and beautifully and I was pissed that we couldn't have a poetry conversation because you was not a poet so we wasn't Poet-patible to exchange such beauty.
I was blessed beyond measure to be Poet-patible, compatible, truth-patible, love-patible, sapiosex-patible and comparable with you, but gods got in the way, I've stated There is no God except God and if there were multiple gods you'll Definitely see disagreements, confusion and power trips when we look above or below.
There is only One God and that's where my loyalty lies only in that source.
So I Pen and End this wrapping up all love affairs in a poem, leaving pheromones of Love, happiness, shame, hurt, pain, blame, curses and blessings to teach all of those that can read and hear a lesson that life is only a test and we must truly look in the mirror to regain true strength and wisdom because the way that we treat, mistreat, retreat, and deceive others can leave us out of Spiritual, mental and physical heaven.
~Qadar Dwon'
