I'm going 90 in a 65
Trying to escape my feelings
Trying to run away from all the memories
And leave behind all of our dealings
Trying to get away from destruction
Because my heart is all I've got
Running away from the nothing you gave
While I've realized I've given alot
I've been your wife without a ring
I've cooked and I've cleaned and did all the wifely things
I've protected your heart
While you've been on a mission to destroy mine from the very start
I've loved you and couldn't get any returned
Now all I get to run away with is all the lessons I've learned
I've been burned and I've been scarred
You've completely distroyed my feelings
And left them for me to discard
Now I'm riding and fleeing from the emotions
Still wondering why did I feel like you were even worth my devotion
I'm going 90 in a 65
Trying to run over all visions of you ahead
For 3 whole years my heart was misled
You played me like a game that was meant to be played
I opened up myself to you and my trust you had betrayed
I've waited on you hand and foot
With every good intention as much as I hate to even admit my loyalty was not well put
I'm running away from everything
I mistakenly thought we had
Because even though my heart is still beating the core of me is dead
You've murdered my spirit with the false love you gave
And I'm done being beat to the ground
I'm over being your slave
I'm going 90 in a 65
Trying to escape my feelings
I'm leaving behind every thought of you
And reclaiming my original bearings
And to do that I don't have an idea of what exactly I'll be needing
I can't slow down until I figure it out
Until I do I'll be... Speeding 🛑