Grateful

Grateful

I thank you Jesus

For always loving me, even

When I did not love ❤️

Scared to Love

The hardest thing to do

Is hand my heart over to you

Allowing our spirits to combine

Into one in which what use to be two

Do I lose myself in the process

And adapt to something new

Do I remain the person

I've always been

And forget about me and you

I'm terrified of what failure looks like

I can only imagine the pain

And I know this is only the beginning for us

But the what ifs are driving me insane

With all of my heart

I want to love you

Believe me this is true

But I've never been in love before

And I've only dated a few

So just be patient with me

And try to understand

I love how this feels right now

But as the days go by

My thoughts continue to fly

I'm holding on to this love for dear life

If this is as real as it feels

I promise I won't let go

Even if I was dared

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