Wishful Thinking

A Piece of Me Died

Ma 

You was in my dreams last night 

I’m not gone lie

Shi/ was getting blurry 

Wasn’t sure if I was gone be aiight

Shi/ was like a movie

I wake up in disbelief 

Most days

Not knowing how to feel

An open wound that won’t heal

Cancer that you can’t see or feel

Ma

Tell me one mo time everything’s gone be aiight

My world changed from the moment I saw you and watched you all night 

Ma if you in there

I need you to show me a sign

But don’t overwork yourself 

We still have time

Meanwhile the doctor is on the other side of the glass

Speaking to the nurses

As they prepare for you to pass

Family members coming to see you

Thro...

Trust Me

 

May I lay with a special lady tonight

After I say my prayers 

I promise to hold you tight 

I promise never to let go

And 

May our feelings grow never ending

Love bursting 

Your fienin 

From my touch

Your creaming 

Clinging to the edge of your bed

As you hold the sheets tight and grab my head

And I tease you by kissing you from your lips, to your neck to your breast to your legs

May I lay with you tonight 

I'll be quiet 

I won't bite

I can't promise that tho

I gone want to 

I just might

Can I hold your hand while you fall asleep

Asleep in my arms 

My arms where you suppose to be

Can I kiss you good night 

While I put my 🍆on your 🍑

As...

Wishful Thinking

How many times do I have to say I miss you

For you to know 

That you've been on my mind

Since I met you on the low

Imagine a world without power

Time without hours

Imagine

A bouquet of roses, daisies, flowers

You remind me of a beautiful place

Somewhere in the world where it's 80 degrees and we're facing a beach feeling the breeze

Or maybe the sigh of the relief after I sneeze 

You, 

Should be reminded of your beauty and booty

But what's impressive in my opinion

Is your personality and the perspective you have on life is chilling

Similarities, leaves me wanting more,

More of you, in every way

Like me visioning us together like everyday,

Like you laying in my arms every night,

Is like me looking forward to a fight between us both

Just to...

Unfinished Masterpiece

You’re waiting for a train.

A train that will take you far away.

You know where you hope this train will take you, but you can’t be sure.

Yet it doesn’t matter.

I looked deeply into her eyes,

Now tell me why?

A flash back of the ultimate trust

Two individuals from different worlds

Naked, filled with love and lust

As I lay in the hospital bed she is all I think of

Whether it is dreams or nightmares

She is all I dream of

So many mistakes on my part

That it formed itself into an emotionless piece of art

As I stared at the masterpiece that I created

I connected lines and paths that was full of hatred

Nurse Jenny takes good care of me

She pushes me around

Gives me my medication and even watches me until I fall asleep

Time is of the essence

The hardest thing in life
Is to live without the life
That you helped make
Wait
Let me take it back
Back so I can paint the picture

The passion I have to be a father
A glimpse of my vision

Looking at myself in the mirror
Like, Who am I?

Cause my mom was all I had
So I didn't know my dad

All women raised me
So that's all I knew

We grew up in the hood
So I grew

Faster than most

I hung out wit my nig*as
-joined a gang

We was on the same page
So I figured

Fuc/  Bitc***es

As many as I could
At 15 definitely learning faster than I should

Spalding was my father
The ball taught me life

Since there wasn't a positive male figure there
I stayed at the free throw line all night

I was only a shorty
I was still afraid of heights

I had anger from not having ...