I see clearly through tinted and blurred visions,
A meloncholy of humurous melodies I decipher,
Choosing my words carefully I say word schemes with no plot or transitions;
Away from the struggle I vacation to a known spot known only to swindlers.
Can you not hear my anguish?
Upon soft ears I scream injustice to all those who choose to listen,
Stealing bread and wine meant for the famish;
I eat greedingly taking my fill as my evil intentions glisten.
If you are hurt from my words I care not,
Taking what I desire from you is just one of devious plots;
I smile even though inside my void is as dark as the oceanless nights.
Why should I care!
Pain seems to be my only friend!
Misery soothes me for I am...
Who beckons me?
It is so familiar, but know it I do not....
Yes, I know who you are...
Quietly I escape from the wicked,
Singing an ancient tune I wonder far and long;
Asking God to punish me for I am stripped naked.
Consequences I face head on with a bullet proof vest on,
Wearing the wrong armor I am still vulernable;
What is to become of me as the chorus becomes a Psalm.
Are you delighted to see me fall?
Dangerous are my comebacks,
Glorious are my enraged tongues as I lash out at you for abandoning me
In my time of need!
Why have summoned me!
Are you not satisfied enough that you wish to see me in my darkest hour!
Why!
I wonder into a place I know all too familiar,
A place I call Home.
From the earth I unearth what I have tried to bury...
The Heartless Man known as I has found his Heart;
She thanks and kisses him,
and with a soft whisper she speaks, "You are never alone, my Love
For we are One.
Speak to me and I will listen, but do not neglect me.
I am your comfort and you are my protector.
Remember that I will love you past your pain if only you will let me,
And know that pain is only temporary; it will never take root within you
For I am here to nurture you.
I will neither condemn you nor judge you,
Only show you what wrongs you have committed.
Allow me to embrace once more for I am the one who is lost without you."
In your weakened state the Love bestowed within you burns brightly,
And I in my fragile state has ignored your cries for help.
Truly sorry I am.
Forgive me my dove.
No longer will I neglect you, but instead listen with open ears.
Upon my knees I give myself to you,
Let us reunite once again.
Together our love is as One and as One I am whole.
The Heartless Man has found what he had searched for- his heart.