You asked me why I'm silent?
I've had a full conversation , you missed it.
Now we're at odds.
Your saying things I've never heard.
Who is this Man?
Tears form and fall like crumbs.
You starved me.
Left me and I'm lifeless.
So you leave....
I can't entertain this show.
Texts and calls now you wanna talk.
My race ran it's race. I lost.
Not sure if I need this space.
It feels rented.
Our daily greets have frowned.
I hear you knocking and almost opened the door.
You listen there.
You hear me.
You now see your faults.
Your sorry, it'll be better.
I'm so bitter.
I'm so in love.
See me fighting with me over you?
You left me.
Now you need love?
I'm confused....
So I need you to wait on the other side of the door.
Moser3333
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