Too much on my mind got a red blue
Never learned the lines,now I’m spilling it on you
Couldn’t realize what my ego tried to do
Push you in the corner cause I didn’t want to lose
Making all this noise, still breaking all our rules
All the love you gave , now I got you feeling used
Made a deeper bruise, You looking in the mirror maybe wondering if it’s you
I can’t even lie, I’m just not that type of guy, all my feelings to this side I was tryna share my truth
When I crossed the line, I walked into open fire, tryna make it back to our side but I get it you confused
Yea I know I’m older bae but ima wounded soldier
All this idle time got me wishin we was closer
Came with all my baggage , you carried my first child
Shirt over my scars while you walking down the aisle
I get somewhere better n better when we together
When I wrote my vows, n wedded you it’s forever
Looking back on my actions damn thought I would never
We just went from wholes to fractions from toxic measure
Let me say I’m sorry for putting that kind of pressure
Let me right my wrongs, n touch ya bae I’ll be gentle
Walking with this energy, women thinking I’m special
Right after I wake or sleep your on my mental....
Looking at our marriage, Na this ain’t who we are
Now I’m Tryna save it.. glad I know cpr
Trynw wind our tape back to beginning like vcrs
I’m nursing all my injuries and cutting some fingers off