Is it better to have loved & lost???

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romance

She was beautiful........dark skin the sun made her color GLEAM, for her??? I would of DONE ANYTHING, even kill & flee the SCENE,  so gorgeous.....she was the woman of any aware Black man's DREAMS, I loved her SELF-ESTEEM, I was in the presence of a QUEEN.....I sit back & think about how the relationship DIED, she asked me what I did 4 a living & I LIED, wanted her to think I had class so was ashamed at the TIME......She was a "good GIRL", I felt if I told the truth? she would kick me out her naive little WORLD, I changed da subject with diamond rings & PEARLS, she would smile give me hugs & TWIRL......Monq had the money green Jaguar s-type Bob Marley head RESTS!!!!!!, she was IMPRESSED, but not only that???don't mean to pat myself on da back? but Im KING when it comes ta SEX, I put in work I SWEAT, she would run from me on the BED, we did kinky dead  tied her arms behind her HEAD, some nights she would pretend like she was SCARED, a clown shot at my car she seen I was PREPARED, she said she looked in my eyes & I wasn't THERE, when MonQ mad? HE DOESN'T CARE, a chip on my shoulder da world wasn't FAIR, try me if U DARE, maybe might smell yo own death in da AIR, Ive been mean ever since EX-Step Dad kicked me down da STAIRS,.......From then on? She did her best ta SNIFF around in my AFFAIRS..... All in my BUSINESS, she was RELENTLESS, it built RESENTMENT, uncomfortable to be around her I banged other WOMEN, stop givin her ATTENTION, she made me feel like a VILLAIN, When a few weeks ago? We was just discussin CHILDREN......She kept askin me about TEXTES, yellin at me ACTIN RECKLESS, in my anger?? I told her ta "GET, the STEPPIN"......In my heart I didn't MEAN IT, I just wanted her ta STOP SCREAMIN, she was the only woman I ever truly loved if U can BELIEVE IT..... -MonQ