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MissEricaChanel
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Grief

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I feel like something is wrong with me because I can't connect to people anymore

I feel like something is wrong with me because I feel so empty when I used to feel so full

I lost two of my best friends maybe that's why I'm so closed off now

They both took their lives and it has got me feeling like how..?

Or better yet why?

Cause for the life of me, I can't understand why they left me here to die.

They left me here alone...its not too many of us..

No kind-hearted selfless individuals who you can trust

I'd kill to have them back, I'd kill to change their minds.

I'd kill just for them to know that I would of never left their side

But I feel like I've failed them

I feel so weak

Because when they needed me, I was too busy focused on me.

And now I'm stuck without them

Picking up the pain they dropped off before they chose to go

Feeling disconnected from the world but in my face it doesn't show.

 Maybe it was meant to be, 

Maybe I can handle it

Maybe my purpose was to bear all their burdens because they couldn't carry it

But if that was the case

Then god give me strength

I'm missing my friends every day and I just can't pretend.

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LP45 says:

Excellent write MissEricaChanel, very sorry for your loss. Grief is a process that will dissipate in its own time. Never hold inside what needs to be expelled. Your healing process begins with talking with someone. Thank you for sharing this. Peace and blessings.
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Charles2 says:

We all have a gift ...from the creator, to share. we share our joys ...we share our sorrows... when we enter into this world ...we are not alone... nor when we leave it... we are spiritual beings... with earthly elements. we are not angels... we can love... we can make mistakes... we can continue to love when all seems lost ...and recover, to face even more than we thought possible... and become stronger, sometimes. along the way. the longer we are here. the more we will see loss. we need every strong loving person ...to help protect the weak ...from the evil... to provide balance, hope and faith that all is not lost. we need you... too... continue to observe, show respect for and love those who most need it... protect your heart and those worthy of your love... and take time to observe ...those who have left us, but are here with us in spirit, for as long as a living soul carries a fond memory of them in their hearts. Carry their spirits with you.

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