I feel like there isn't much time
Hours to minutes before I lose my mind
They tell me try before I lose control
A conception, I cry .. These are moments I fold
And lord behold, look my strength returns !
But I'm turning cold and as I blink it burns
Yet they ask me why, why it feels so wrong
That I should simply find a way to shun this harm
It's a way of pain, this must make it right
I just feel insane, someone please help me fight
It's been game of treason and some quick believing
Almost to a point of feelin that im disbelieving
Been so many times when I froze in place
Thoughts I left behind, there's no colder taste
And as I cry for help, I never hear a sound
At most times I felt that only I was around
I kept on screamin, someone please just listen
My voice was slippin, but I kept my vision
I see memories that's been filled with riches
That I learned to be praised like it's gold that's gifted
The things I've witnessed only made me listen
Man I thought I was finished, but I gained some wisdom
... All in all there's no limit to spirit
Just if you fall, through it all, let it spark your interest
And open your soul to the possibilities coming
Let it mold into what could probably be something
You never know whats there waiting ahead
Could be foes, could be wonders, take a chance instead
Because I've been at the mercy of not knowing what was said
Many times where I almost put it all to an end
I sat back and analyzed the facts a relapse is something that I can't let form or begin
A back track to savage means with corrupted energy
Lookin lost in the eyes of my friends
A savage means that my being can no longer be
This is around the time when I chose to repent
And what a sense ...
It's do or die ...
I let the truth unfold and to my surprise
The masterpiece that ironically had captured me had suddenly just vanished right before my own eyes ...