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There was a beginning.
Over time a passion grew in his flesh while her spirit embraced a love she never felt as familiar before.
His passion and sympathy for her led him to persuade his mind that it was a falling of love trickling to his heart for her, but the strength of his emotion proved a deception to his heart.
He pityed her because she was kind, because she was humble, because she was an unfamiliar affection. Her simplicity drew him in through his flesh, due to his past transgressions, he hid his heart.
This was the one they both thought. Slowly her walls and bars came down for him and as he felt love start to bleed through his flesh naturally for her, he slowly pulled away with fear, but due to sympathy for her new struggles he held tight for a season.
She thought they would grow old together, while his fear pondered over an exit strategy that would run them apart. How could she know when all he did was halo her as what he needed in his life.
Her genuine willingness to love him, to respect him, to see him happy, to support him and his family was driven by a Divine love that he slowly despised through acts of his flesh for others.
In secret he used her as a pacifier to get over others while in prayer she loved and embraced his flaws as her own.
She was in love with him
She yearned a deep respect for him
She lost him
The enemy got to his weakness with superficial tactics. Her struggles became a fleshly burden and blinded him to the fight she engaged that unfolded a solution one day and prayer at a time.
He didn't see, his attention was snatched long before she could breathe.
He kept her in secret and to the media lived as a single. She was doomed without cause. For another, he slipped away in private, knowing that her break through was here and his sympathy could abandon his emotions for her.
This wasn't love from him. He needed a hand for his emotional struggle and her humility and love for God proved to be of sufficient bait for him. He caught her, uplifted her heart towards him, tore it from the hook, and threw her back as she was nothing.
"The enemy can appear as an angel of light"
Leading with his flesh, he caught the next in his flesh and displayed her to the world as gold.
He is her bait, she is in control of his flesh in her domain she keeps him captive as her obsessed possession while in appearance persuades him that she is the one.
As with love from the one thrown out, in her abandoned state thrown into the ocean waves alone with God, she prayed for him. She prayed for who he caught, she prayed for who the enemy drew him to, she prayed for his emotional break through, she prayed for his peace. For she sees what the enemy is doing to him through her.
She has to let go.
She has to fall away.
She has to say goodbye for this season
She drew to God instead of another. Avoiding her strength to move on to be defined by the arms of another man, rather having it come from God for a fresh start.
Having her pain elevated to happiness, she stayed single with a new energy, a new fight, a new destiny.
She loves God
He loves self
She gains peace
He gained war with another
She gained love
He gained regret
There was an ending
Her ending to his beginning.
