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i can't take this ...anymore!
When you spoke those tragic words
…all i had known was lost
Dreams became fleeting shadows
…my emotions, ghosts
And all that had mattered
…was broken...
My resistance
Against falling
into the illusion
Was hopelessly
...shattered...
My
collective visions
Evaporated
into the mists
Which,
became a reality
...In present state,
i
…could not
resist…
Still
the void…
Opened before me
Enveloping my all
…i could no longer do…
Anything, but fall...
Lost gravity…
Fell
…faster,
Further
…deeper…
Then…
Losing grip of
Consciousness,
Thoughts…
Exploded…
Falling
…away…
Torn
from my grasp
No time
for contemplation...
Full energy
expended
In desperate attempt
To hold onto the dream...
Fading
…between
The fleeting shadows
…now, but
a distant memory
Transgressions
Stacked …and racked…
Mourning …lifelines…
Which never, could
be resurrected…
Dreams,
not to be
reconstructed
Suffer from structural collapse…
Shaken
…to the dubious foundation
Too hopelessly lost …
Knocked off
…of my inherent trajectory
My damaged heat shield...
Can no longer protect me
Coming in too hot…
For a planned reentry…
Too, self conscious…
For …safe… recovery…
Carelessly tossed, aside…
Like a broken toy…
Shattered
…my recollection…
With one hope…
One wish…
One prayer,
for…
The spark…
Which, just might
Initiate…
The possibility…
Of
what might have…
Crossed into my
Inner consciousness
Fed into
my heart of soul...
Left me feeling full
…and blessed…
Rebounded,
from …the blast…
Of what
…believing in you…
Might be…
Then having thoughts
Of …rewinding…
Our whole history…
Inserting, a added twist
Adding hints and cues…
Creating
…patterns
Angles
…of perceptual
views...
Clues…
to solve
The mystery
…of you…
Reversing, the polarity…
Until such time...
When we …kiss…
When we merge
thoughts
…and we blend…
Ascend
…to new heights…
And
…swan dive…
Right
…in…
Blend …dreams…
Make our mark …together…
When the loving
…starts… To rebound…
Back …on track…
Could have
…might come to be…
Warped
…my perception,
Back
…into reality…
Back flip, back
…to my feet…
Bring my consciousness
Back …intact…
Refocus
My self reflection…
Reconstruct
…my reality…
Replay …my…
need to be
Meaningfully engaged
To love …and be loved…
Where …two like souls
Would be… when…
There truly is Chemistry
To be… Loved
…consistently…
Could not ever be atoned…
Thus i was suddenly left
To my own …devices
Hopelessly ...alone
So rapidly
My world collapsed
My membership
In your presence
…had lapsed
Revoked my visa,
Shredded …my free pass...
Stunned by
the sudden departure
From the mold …I’d grown into...
Tumbling headfirst
through the vortex
Where was i left
…to wonder…
WTF
…what next
Doing mind+bending
Gymnastics
Almost purely
By instinctive reflex
C2
