I became a distraction to my own distraction
I buried my feelings and said forget my thoughts
I gave in and then gave up
Now I'm just here.
I tried to be something I"m not an look where that got me
Yep! No where
Being so lost I completely lost me
That smile that joy that care
Now look, I'm just here. Once again.
Tryna figure out how to get back, but get back to where?
Get back to me myself and I
Get back that sparkle in my eyes
That confidence with that high self esteem
I just wana get back to me.
But being lost
Lost me
An trying to get back
Is much harder then what it seems.