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So you seem confused beyond belief, too anxious to think,
Too bottled up to think about the musings not to think,
It seems illogical to focus when you are in this state
to realise that your not sure if you have a reason to celebrate,
you think you've achieved it
you think you've got all you'll ever wanted but you pause to ask,
DO I REALLY KNOW,WHAT I WANT?
DO I REALLY KNOW WHAT I'VE ACHIEVED?
I've always wanted a good job, you think
always wanted a nice car and you've worked hard enough to accomplish all of that so far.
You've gotten the wealthy husband who treats you like a queen
and loves you so well you have no choice but to scream,
you've been accepted by his family and your family thinks the world of him
but ......
wait........
WHEN DID ALL OF THIS HAPPEN?
You stop and really think about it,
you really don't want it to be true.....
you've been so confused you had a dream,a martin luther king moment.
you dreamed your dreams had come alive
oh well....
guess you have to wake up now and actually achieve them for real.
