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tears just continue to flood my eyes
and the only thing that i hear is the word goodbye.
wondering where i stand in life,
damn im just tired of all this misery and strife.
and they say that the things we go through are just for the moment
so why do i feel like im just a constant oppnent,
of living a life with termoil and regret
wondering what the hell is going to happen next.
and as the thoughts continue to overthrow my mind
im stuck at a cross road and pondering when i can cross the line
knowing that there will never be a single person who understands me
i throw my words out there and just let them be
knowing they would never understand this
but i gave it a chance and i took the risk
to continue to live this life thinking things would get better
when the only change in the world began with this weather
and i told you that there will be storms
but those are just the norms
and i told you that there would be thunder
but its no reason to get stuck under
and i told you that there would be plenty of rain
but through that we would have so much more to gain
and i told you that the sun would come out
but you decided to leave me in doubt.
so when the tears came pouring
you began ignoring
every waking sign that its just a storm passing
and decided that it wasnt real so you started laughing
leaving me in the darkness of the thunder
just to entertain the thought of your slumber
with me questioning if the sun will ever come out
or will you just continue to leave me in this awful drought..
