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When I said I loved everything about you yesterday, I am not talking solely about the way you made love to me. I am talking about the way we woke up, played in the shower, sang good morning to one another, to you helping me prepare breakfast. the way we laughed and fought, and fought to go to bed the same way we woke up making love. I think I felt married and connected for the first time for real. I felt like I had a partner. I felt I had a friend. I felt you looking at me and it made me feel beautiful and desired, you made me feel cared for and taken care of, all those things at once overwhelmed my spirit. It has been so long since I earnestly felt one of those emotions so I was quite taken when I felt them all together simultaneously. I so desire all that I felt yesterday and felt my spirit melding into yours. I knew that I loved you but never imagined feeling so immersed in my thoughts of a life with a companion that was actually my equal intellectually, emotionally and spiritually. I know daily we are learning to get to know one another, and I realize that we will not always like everything about one another but yesterday I loved everything about you even the aspects I did not like, I love you so very much and today cannot imagine a night without you. I don’t want to wake up unless I can go to sleep in your arms and I crave your touch even in my sleep. I need to feel you, nestle into your space, I need to know you are there or I can’t fall into the sleep that allows me to dream of the day we set old and gray and play out our elder yearssssss. I see you now and then and dream of all the laughter in between, yes these are my dreams. The schemes of our life as I embrace everyday as your wife, your partner and friend, till God takes us home
