I’m Listening To Lloyd Banks..
I Took A Look At The Ranks..
And I Took A Look At This Month’s Topic..
Stop It..
You Want To Know My Dreams…
Well That Is What It Seems..
I Want My Family A Whole Again..
I Want To Bring Back Everyone I Lost Till 2010…
I Want My 2 Grandfathers And My 2 Grandmothers Back..
Cause Without Them My Life Seems Black..
Want To Talk About Dreams And Aspirations..
Well I Want Back My Inspirations..
Grandma Grandpa Nana Pop..
Those Are The People Who Taught Me To Fight To The Top..
So As Far As My Dreams Go They Don’t Go So Far..
So When I Sit At The Bar…
I Got An Empty Seat Or 2 Next To Me..
Thinking About How It Would Be...
If I Had Those People Occupied Those Seats..
Would My Heart Continue To Beat At Irregular Beats..
As Far As My Dreams Go They Don’t Make It Further Then Family…
Cause The Thought Of Them Just Jams Me..
Gets Me Teary Eyed And Butterflies In My Stomach..
Feels Like I Need The Doctors To Pump It..
So This Goes To My Family That Includes Family Members Here And Gone..
Just Cause They Are Gone Doesn’t Mean I Will Be Able To Move On…
So As Far As Immediate Family Goes Matthew Mallory Mom John Aunt Missy Dad…
I’m Grateful For Everything I Have And Everything I Ever Had..
John You Kept It Real For 21 Years..
We Shared Laughs Fights Tears..
And I Wouldn’t Want It Any Other Way..
You Stay On My Mind Everyday..
Matthew Through The Years You Taught Me The Definition Of Tough Love
And If It Wasn’t For You That Word I Wouldn’t Know The Meaning Of..
So You Will Always Be My Brother Whether I Like It Or Not..
But If I Had To Choose A Brother I’m A Glad It’s You I Got..
Mallory 21 Years Of My Life You Been There..
I Know Sometimes I Make You Want To Pull Your Hair..
But You Wouldn’t Love Me If I Was Different..
And That Is The Truth And Don’t Say It Isn’t…
Mom 21 Years And I Still Love You Like It’s The First…
You Dealt With Me Through My Best Days And Worst.
And I Wouldn’t Want Another Mother In The Entire Earth..
Cause I Loved You Ever Since My Birth..
Aunt Missy Your Also My Godmother…
And I Wouldn’t Want Another..
But I Love You Regardless If We Fight…
I Just Know Your My Godmother And Your Quite Alright..
Dad Damn Where Do I Begin..
You Are The One Who Bought Me In..
You’re An Amazing Father Figure..
I Just Wish You Made Me A Bit Bigger…
So Whether My Family Members Are Still Breathing Or Deceased..
The Love I Have For My Family Never Decreased..
Well Grandma Grandpa Nana And Pop…
As I’m On Earth And Your On Top…
Just Know This You Stay On My Mind Every Second Of Every Day..
And I Wouldn’t Want It Any Other Way..
So As Far My Dreams Go Having My Family As A Whole Is All I Dream About..
Well There Are My Dreams Peace I’m Out…