When Love Left me !!!
So one day love decicded to pack his sh** and leave.
But before you do , can you help me comprehend
after all you have put me through
i was never broken , but i did bend
But then again , Love can be selfish
willing to walk out on the very best thing that you ever had
you must be blind , love
you want ,what you want
when you want it , how you want it ....
at what cost ?
A payment of my heart the only one i got
and if you waste one day
I can never get that back
Love you were suppose to be the Noun of my life
the Person i cant live without
the Place i never wanted to leave
the Thing that means so much to me
Love i expected so much more .....
I hear all this wonderful stuff and see happy people
But when it comes to you and me
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boom , there it is !
ugh ima make this short and sweet
because personally im sick of this
life is too short for this foolishness
look-a-here player
It makes me sick to deal with a Mr. Fix it type of man
in the beginning you knew where you stand
with a masterplan in the back of your head
like a witch , just waiting to cast your spell
a wolf in sheep clothing
preying on the innocent one
you should be ashame of all the issues your have produced
and frankly , im totally done with you
i will no longer be yo fool.....
you take 3 steps foward , then 6 steps back
and that personality you once had , now , simply lacks
so consider me done and exposion at its end ............
and BOOM , there it is !!!!!!
&... |
The women of my dream
She is crafted with the finest ingredients
mixed well together to be the most beautiful women life has ever seen
the hell gets hotter , and the fire keeps burning
but like a diamond
She came out shining
Other women test her
thinking they can control her mind
but truth is
they going out of Their Way
to show & tell
selling their souls for a slope fall to hell
and ladies alll of your tatics......Fail !!
And when she speaks her voice carries strength
after lifing wights and discipline
her mind is in shape
and backstabbers looks a little over weight
She sits back and watch others stir up a hot mess
trying to complete a puzzle with missing pieces
but clearly thats impossible
she is daring and very determined to reach the Remarkable
her heart is guarded but willing
people point out the wall built to protect it |
A mind is a terrible to waste !!
You dont have to be in prison to be a prisoner
your mind is still trapped
failing to acknowledge who you are
everbody attached to you will suffer until you get set free
You sit back and lie to yourself
that this is the way life should be
Negro , a hard life is not the only way to build identity
Going though situations just to say
"You dont know what i have been though "
is not the only way God can use you
Yet , you settle for weekly visits
seperated by glass
with no human interaction .....
Can you sense my frustaration !!!
I can see your potential
and where God can take you
Yet , you waste energy
trying to fill up holes ....more like an empty soul ....
but dont you know......
That high will go away , that hang over will never stay, and that sripper will stop dancing when she gets paid
what im really trying to say
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What it is :)
Its just something about when a wise person speaks
its like being refreshed on a mountain peaks
i have never been up that high , or even tried to climb
but if my words can create visions , then i will Speak it Alive
To know the path of the past
is just motivation for what is yet to come
REAL POETS STAND UP , the world need some
of what we have to offer .......
When history speaks my heart tends to open
more then my mouth
But thats fine , its a safe place just in case , things go south
I have respect for most of the poets i come across
because writing and reading is fundimental
thats what i was taught
and to mix up your words with a little expression
is another way to share your emotions compassion
So , to all the people who write with a purpose
nothing but love is flowing from me
allow you pen and paper to make lo... |
Speak It !!!!
life seem brighter since i've learned a women's worth
low-self esteem had my mind trapped like detention
not knowing it can be defeated
detention was just a way to get your attention 'Not kill ya '
Since i have came into the knowlegde of who I am
i have improved " Communication"
Perfecting my craft daily " Dedication"
shedded my snake skin to reveal a new me "High school Diploma"
comfortable in my skin " meditate in this aroma "
I just want a spot in heaven " Earn"
along the way , digest , all the many lessons i have learned
my life was already wrote out
In God We Trust
if you are living , without life , then H*ll you just a bust
that comes and go
do you really want to be a walking one night stand ?
and the world remember what you did but forget your name !!!!
life is a blessing and to live it is a Must !!
So why do we beco... |
As you sleep...
As you sleep.......
I think about all the hell you have put me though
the money , the tears , lies and the many things you pursue
You went out and slept with the devil
you are an STD ( Snake Transfering Demons )
selfishly , you decided to still sleep with me
infected me with the demons that were never assigned to me
and they invaded my mind , body , and soul
now im fighting demons that take root and grow like mold
You Look me in my eye and lie , and then wonder why things in your life die
To me you speak life , but over yourself you speak death
its not that you did it , but it was the plan of action that blew me away
then when you are confronted , like a deer in headlights , you have nothing to say
What makes matter worse is , if the shoe was on the other foot
next to me , is not where you would be , on to next... |
Goodnight
Well , its late at night and im ready to go to bed
i will wrap my hair up
and wipe the make -up off my face
and take some time to talk to God
I will tell Him how my day went
my likes and dislikes
I will tell Him the things that i would like Him to change
Or if my issue is in His Will , then please show me a sign
Its at this moment , i feel more beautiful then my skin
because i have a father who loves me
from deep within
and i cant see Him, But i feel Him like the wind
you may think i talk to myself , but its quite the opposite
So , As i lay me down to sleep
i pray the Lord my soul to keep
i understand no day is promise to me
and if He wakes me up , and start me on my way
I will be his blood stream , flowing with love and a strong desire
to be more like Him everyday
Goodbye World
& Goodnight
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Look , im a girl from around the way
WWWho in the he** is calling me in 3am in the morning.....Hello........This is who......stop playing.....Im bout to hang up.......Im not......What....How did you kno......Oh , my.......Look......
Im sorry for lying to you , but if i would of told you the truth , you would of looked at me differently
at the time , i was a ugly duckling in a big pond , just trying to make do
I had goals and dreams i wanted to come true
i tried selling drugs but i couldnt live with the doubt
trust was too hard to come by , and the violence of jeoulsy was too much for me
i paid them to release me , so i could live a better life
So , my talent became my way maker
i danced until i couldnt fit another dollar on my thigh
I had to be , at lowest part of my self esteem , for me to think i was doing the right thing
money was fast , and no strings attached relationships cast my mind into a deeper hell
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Lone Soldier
Lone Soldier
Chip on his shoulder
attitude colder then ice
hard like bolder
But to a women , he is soft as a bear and pretty nice ...
it confused me....
His looks are very deceiving
he needs a helping hand
not a judgemental mind
that he happens to get everytime he ask for help
LONE SOLDIER
a menence to society
a victim of his own sin
sad to say
he sold his soul
for a unsatified high
like a snake curessing my thigh
and he know he got you hook when he hears your silent sigh
LONE SOLDIER
a misunderstood ,victim of the hood
makes excuses like
I wish i could.....or i wish they would......
I saw past his invisable wall
that blocked every call
that could have saved his life
that could have gave him another choice
Other then violence
A gunshot to the chest , bu... |
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