in the middle of the ocean
feeling the frequency
drowning me but I can't sink
in too deep never again
to be that asleep
cut from the string
pieces of paper inside the brain
fragments of broken stuff
shake and rattle
the hidden battle
got to suffer though it
feels impossible to
get through feeling
truly blue will lead to
something new
to see or to do
look will see, see will show
sea is sky blue or green
is in the being
it's the knowing
the will to survive to live