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Julius170
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What you want to know I like you, I feel like we would vibe together, Maybe that’s just me, What Can I say, I’m a mix kid, Who made it out the hood, I’m just trying to do something with my life, So I decided to go to college, I wanna become a detective in homicide, I also wanna be a math teacher, So idk, Back to being a mix kid, I’m Puerto Rican and Africa America, I’m 5’8, Living everyday with a smile on my face, I hope that’s good enough, I’m a deep soul, You will soon realize, I can keep going but I’ll give you a break.

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The other version of me

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I’m in love with myself
Got some improving to do
I’m in love with myself
When I'm split in two

Appearing And disappearing
I think the universe trying to tell me something
Reflecting On my past 
My emotions going haywire

I’m in love with myself
As I listen closely
I could hear a voice
crying out to my soul
When it’s downing in sorrow
I could feel my body reacting 
To the pain That were stored 
In a secret room nobody knew
It was there
Not even me

My Entire childhood Felt like 
I was Lock up in a four by four 
No wonder it’s so hard
Hard to deal with that part of me 
Who was hurt for so any years

I’m sorry I couldn't except you
I’m now working on me
Learning a new ability
It’s called self healing
Damn damn 
Nobody said it was gonna be this hard

But I can’t give up now

I made it this far

Without dealing with you

 

I’m in love with myself

I’m forever thinking with logic

Listening to my heart

Staying away from my judgement

No clouds over here

 

I’m in love with myself

Now my brain going haywire

If I made it this far

Without dealing with the other part of me

My other half

The little boy in me

Who’s crying in pain

Walking with his heart in his hands

Shattered in many pieces

Walking on flames

Nothing but dark days

 

I’m sorry you have to see me

See me So vulnerable

So out of character

Lord knows I’m outta line

I had no more moves

I couldn’t run anymore

I hate when I can’t be

Be in control over my own destiny

Don’t I have a say

I’ll rather Continuing living my life

Forgetting all about that other part of me

Digging and digging

burying the pain 

I’ll rather continue to ignore the pain

As I continue to build my happiness around 

That hell I remember living

 

I’m in love with myself 

Could image how far I can go

Once I heal the little boy in me

 

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Starr says:

I enjoyed this write very much. Thanks for sharing.

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