I don't know if they for me
or against me so I watch
them closely listening to
what they say analyzing
their words while walking
away go inside check my
stats double checking for
knives in my back life be
like that why it be like that
don't have to be like that
forever never happened
if the end is near crying
is a waste of tears some
say no I guess I suppose
all I get out of it is a nasty
nose I have to blow into
tissue I used to cry all the
time now all I do is boo hoo
I miss you because that's
all I do especially when
it gets close to our
anniversary the day we met
we both knew it was meant
like chocolate goes so well
with peppermint remembering
how much you loved Andes
Thin Mints I did too but I
don't buy them anymore
they remind me too much
of you smiling like sun shine
in wintertime that's when I
feel like crying but instead
I write out my brain until it
hurts no more and I can sleep
again waking up to another
tomorrow after you were here