WWWho in the he** is calling me in 3am in the morning.....Hello........This is who......stop playing.....Im bout to hang up.......Im not......What....How did you kno......Oh , my.......Look......
Im sorry for lying to you , but if i would of told you the truth , you would of looked at me differently
at the time , i was a ugly duckling in a big pond , just trying to make do
I had goals and dreams i wanted to come true
i tried selling drugs but i couldnt live with the doubt
trust was too hard to come by , and the violence of jeoulsy was too much for me
i paid them to release me , so i could live a better life
So , my talent became my way maker
i danced until i couldnt fit another dollar on my thigh
I had to be , at lowest part of my self esteem , for me to think i was doing the right thing
money was fast , and no strings attached relationships cast my mind into a deeper hell
hell , nobody looked at my face anyways
One night my friends walked in , and i was showered with shame
they called my name , but head held low , i didnt want to dance anymore
word got around , how i got down , and i just wanted to move away
needless to say , i was missing something ....
Worth...My standard was so low
not to mention no strings attached
that gave me no match
i was single at the time , but my soul was packed with him , him ,him and him....
So if you want a girl like me , just know
i am strong because i been weak
i have tried , liked , loved , hated , experimented with some things
and im better person for that
my past is a closed booked , lock and key in a safe place
so if you want to know who i am
just say
Yea , she my girl from around the way
-Lyrical