can't say I'll never be broke again
I'm broken I will never mend
I never lie I could be dead
I could of died thought
I did saw the light it was bright
in the day time wasn't night
told God couldn't do it
God told me go through it
didn't listen started wishing
felt heat from the kitchen
smelt like frying chicken
in a vat of fish grease
wonder what to tell the police
if they ask me "who got me"
I didn't see too busy
911 I'm feeling dizzy
what it be like "it ain't easy"
kept secrets is a disease
close mouth lawyer out
channeling my dark side
is how I survive multiples
keep me alive alert eyes
open wide like I'm Popeye
could've went bye bye
in a drive by true story