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That first night our chemistry couldn’t be calculated
I had no intention of igniting sparks but you sought me out like a shark
Blood thirsty from the start
Maybe it’s because you assumed I could leave you with more than just a memory
One that you’d reminisce and miss without really noticing
I suppose you had a master plan to reel me in
Yeah it must have been simple then
You grabbed me by the hand and wove your fingers into mine like velvet
I was putty in your palms the way I melted
I know you felt it
In those first two months we were joined at the hip
You couldn’t stand to be apart when I went out of town for my business trips
You’d insist we FaceTime the second I was inside
Always ignoring the fact that I rather unwind
That’s alright
I let you take control since it was new territory
You loved praise so I catered to your glory
After a while that routine was outdated
I grew quick to anger and never hesitated
To stand up for myself
That was disrespectful in your eyes
You’d trip off the fallacy’s then blame me for your insecurities
I’ve had enough!
This is how you treat me after only six months
I should have been wise enough to put my myself first
Instead I scarified my happiness at account of your worth
Now I see why you’re a master at your craft
You calculated each move I made down to the last
I should’ve thrown your number into the trash but...
The way you approached so confidently
Intrigued me
Within a couple of weeks I poured out my feelings
Only to realize how estranged I became
After hearing your name on another’s lips
You crippled my will by forcing your grip
It was detriment to my spirit
My damaged heart is (again) left in ruins
I felt you drag the blade over the wounds that were previously made
Are you proud?
What do you have to say?
I was the prey in your deceptive game
Slain to this evil empress
Tormented by a smoldering temptress
With only one thing on her mind
Seduce her before you take her life
What’s left are ashes
Let it fizzle out in that casket
Along with the rest of the deceased
Bury me six-feet deep
Convinced you’ve rid of me
I’ll return with a vengeance
Ready to feed
Killing my nemesis off in one two three
Maybe next time you’ll think twice
Before piercing me with just a single knife!
Written By: Desir'ee Chavez
